Friday, July 17, 2009

Oh, dear friend. How long it has been.

Got in a bad fight with my dad. Over his idiocy.
I was already teary, worried about this party and everything else.
I was crying angry angry tears, and cleaning my room.
Then, I found my old "sewing" pin cushion.
It's been a long time since I've carved.

I'd forgotten how much better it makes me feel.
Elated.
Happy.
Focused.

2 comments:

pokerface said...

Please find something else to channel those feelings into. Create rather than destroy. xx

Dot said...

I feel for you. I know exactly where your coming from with the self harm since I've always struggled with that myself....but as good as it feels at the moment, I have scars that will never go away and that people always ask me about as a constant reminder of the pain I felt during that moment, and it's just not worth it.
I hope you feel better <3

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