Cutting makes everything feel... better.
I can control something. Anything. Everything.
Today:
- I found out I failed my mast test.
- Got 3 rejection letters.
- I was kicked off a team.
- I was forgotten about.
- I was humiliated.
- I was invisible.
No one understands. No one can. I'm too fucked up. I need to get away. I need to die.
About Me
- Greene
- I live in a perpetual grey-area. I struggle with perfectionism, EDNOS tendencies and depression. These are my ramblings, observations and desires. They are a reflection of what my real world will never know.
4 comments:
I found your blog recently and I really enjoy reading it. You write very well and are so open and honest! I know things must be difficult right now, but I'm praying you find the courage to make it through each new day.
xoxoxo
:( i'm sorry things are so awful for you.
I hope things have gotten better.
take care.
I worry about you because of that last statement, love. I want you to feel better and feel happy, and i haven't heard from you in ages now... so guess what that causes: more worry! Please be ok, darling. I love you!
miss you!
and i love your blog layout..
please come back soon!
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