tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8468756644609145485.post1892394473262768523..comments2023-09-15T03:00:14.984-07:00Comments on re(thin)k the (fat)es: Existential Crisis' and Fantasies/DelusionsGreenehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00585216407327946107noreply@blogger.comBlogger5125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8468756644609145485.post-33390389256893820312010-10-17T20:30:50.892-07:002010-10-17T20:30:50.892-07:00omg, I've done the "making up characters&...omg, I've done the "making up characters" thing as long as I can remember... my homeless, underdog heroes were my favorites for a long time. The type that outsmarts authority, etc. The asylum thing... I def used to fantasize about getting locked away. Then I really was put in one and then another until I was going inpatient every couple weeks. I was a regular IP junkie! :) The biggest deterrent... $1200/day fees for being in a asylum.Samanthahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/18417405968566860451noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8468756644609145485.post-18220497252247634252010-06-25T09:18:48.794-07:002010-06-25T09:18:48.794-07:00I totally understand the asylum thing. I've fa...I totally understand the asylum thing. I've fantasized a lot about being crazier than I am. I personally think it's a desire to have the responsibility for being perfect taken out of your hands. Like, if I got Totally Bonkers, and get Locked Up Forever, then I'll no longer be responsible for anything ever! I'll no longer have to worry about being perfect! I'll be able to live in my own little world for the rest of my life! I will be OFFICIALLY CRAZY, and will never have to worry about "losing it all", because I'll have already lost it all. <br /><br />It's weird to hate being inside your own head that much, I guess, but I feel the same way.<br /><br />(Also, I've always made up characters in my head too...I love living other people's lives, even if they're horrible terrible lives.)Undeniedhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12339817653057438962noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8468756644609145485.post-78751893267693092612010-06-20T06:17:48.483-07:002010-06-20T06:17:48.483-07:00not crazy. you just admit to things many don't...not crazy. you just admit to things many don't want to own up to. you're honest, and i see my own thoughts in yours.<br /><br />as to the characters in your head, i absolutely do that too, and hey, I want to write for a living. i like to think it's a vivid imagination at play, speaking about things that many just don't think about because they don't understand despair or sadness - real sadness.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8468756644609145485.post-66274092284169526252010-06-19T15:55:42.995-07:002010-06-19T15:55:42.995-07:00With or without organization, it's always good...With or without organization, it's always good to hear from you. And you're not crazy at all, hun!<br />Perhaps writing that story down (try it as if your writing a novel) will help you to project your problems and feel a bit better. Writing like that always helped me through tough times. I'd also be thrilled to hear this whole story. It sounds truly fascinating.Ana's Girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10588270419894145137noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8468756644609145485.post-63348286760535146782010-06-19T15:04:16.669-07:002010-06-19T15:04:16.669-07:00you are not crazy. ppl go through phases like this...you are not crazy. ppl go through phases like this, when they just don't know where their head is at. Something to keep your mind off this sounds good. A new hobby or new sport is always good, and I love photography myself, why don't you try it? :)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com